人為什么要一個一個的離開我？
難道這就是人所謂的“生老病死”？
如果能夠讓我選擇，我愿意減壽
我愿意取代我的壽命來換給我身邊人
我的心很痛，可是，我必須堅強的面對這個現實


對不起擔心我的人
謝謝你們的關心

Shop like hell
Shoot like hell
@.@
Damn happy~
thanks for everyone~
my mother,sister and brother~PRESENTS*

for my intelligent brother~ Bon voyage^^
all the best for your studying in Germany^^
ngek ngekb "i have got the opportunity to Germany^^"



oh ya,You know,these 2 guys are so childish,hahaha
they dont even join any others since they think that they are super perfect..
how selfish they are...said i am childish...hmm...it is ok..
i can tell u if u dont like my attitude,please call 1300-who-cares
i tried not to make it happened since we have to work and study each other..
But,this is not my fault and problem..
this is your problem...Nobody joins u and talks to u because u have got a big problem...
dont remind me"remember your attitude"
What? hello,who u are? my mum or my sister? what a white eat people you are...
do care yourself at first... although i'm "hat yan zhang".Yet,i want to tell u,i still got lots of friends.
You? dont always hide yourself and just sit the corner ..making people feel these 2 guys so earnest in class...
hahaha,without these disgusting classmates,my class will have lots of fun...hmm,taylor,please get rid of these 2guys in our group..wahahaha...how wicked i am^^

For my lovely queenie,i did enjoy shopping with you..damn cheap and save @.@
Thank for Weeseng,Kenry and Esther^^super duper enjoyed the outing with u guys^^
i am totally falling in love with OLD china cafe~~ DAMN CLASSIC and NYONYA FEELS...wow

By Kenry


By Ah shi



Thanksssssss~~~~

By Kok wei


By ah see


Teej



Amanda = ahmad~ trying ur best...haha,waiting for your present^^

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By Esther


By Weeseng


By me


By Ginny


By Mr pig



By kelvin


Thanks everyone...
left kok wei...
next turn is kok wei...
STAY TURNED

Alone again* this song you will definitely like it^^ Enjoy :)

i miss Mr.pig^^
Hmm,going to kl meet my lovely Queenie and Vanessa~muacks
Bye

Everytime i think of her,i will smile~
i just need this kind of friend to make me smile ^^
i miss her again^^

我又把它看得太很重了
中學一次，畢業后一次，現在一次
太恐怖了，難道，我那麽重視這個東西，別人卻覺得是個爛物……
我不想看得它那麽重了。
沒有它，我也能夠一個人好好的過。
沒有人會明白我對這個感情看得那麽重。沒有人會明白。
最近的我都很灰，什麽時候才能夠過得開心點？
我的記憶裏就快被不快樂的感覺給淡忘快樂的感覺了。

我真的受傷了。



*不是愛情，別誤會。是我對某种事情看得太重視了。等待新的它，重新建立我的生活。

Awwww,im looking forward to having a crazy shop
Feeling bored all these days,i need a deep deep breath after all these boring days @.@
my brother is in ipoh now,so i can go to KL for shopping and photoshooting..
Kl railway,waiting for me ya^^
In order to forget all the sadness things,to go shopping is a best way^^wahaha...
i want to buy new shoes,new clothes,now bags and everything is new @.@ hehehe

Well,i have got the opportunity to go to Germany,Ich lie be dish^^wahahaha
how nice ya,i cant really wait for it...
how great my brother is..im wondering WHY?!@.@
he can get free Uni education from Japan goverment as well as Germany goverment
Speechless!

nothing can be said,so..
Ok,take a nap now.

我只不過想要每個人都明白我，可是這是不可能的事情
日子並不難過，加油。

self portrait
i have been a long long time didnt take self portrait
hehe,because i can't really take any nice pictures for myself @.@

Besides,i'm feeling bored now...i can't go to melacca for outing..how sad T.T
i was super duper excited for this outing simply because i had never been there...
who knows,my brother is going to Germany 1st of Oct...that is a reason that i can't go out.
why can't i go??? im not going to overnight at kl,ofcoz i wll come back home on time...
it is still not enough?
Why??? just one day trip...Why??? "again" im so sad nor...
i dont know why my sister doesnt allow me...
i have got 1 week holiday...why???
why can't i go?
I have no holiday mood already@.@

Friday will go to KL,i dont care...
im EXTREME SAD now

At PhotoFarm..
she is one of my international bestfriend,i love her~

~

guess what...
im so happy now...doing Kose's mask...@.@ how nice~
after finishing exam,all of my friends want to go CLUBBING
im not intersted in it..
hahahaha,expecially Queenie..hahaha
okok,i will go with u next time...
well,i rather go to Skybar or lunarbar than clubbing..
@.@
Waiting for me "Skybar"

next monday may go to kl..
Outing + Shopping
i need to buy new clothes for Prom night and dinner night..
well,should i buy? hmm,simply because i just dont want to spend money on it...
So,no prom night~?!
haha,i wish to go there since i have never been any prom night in my life @.@
well,see whether my friends want to go or not...



Scream~~~~我要把全部快門給按爆~
let's go photoshooting

考試讓我漸漸地淡忘
不開心的東西都過了
就連某某人看到我都要躲～
哈哈，真白癡，我也不會跟你一般見識
哈哈，謝謝我的寶貝queenie^^


話說，kelvin昨天打給我“冒汗”
還以為他真的生氣我了
誰知道，他說他車禍，我聽到都傻了去
可謝天謝地了～沒事情就好了
真的很對不起他
我一氣之下關了他的電話
想想，朋友嘛，我都有錯的～
對不起啦，starbucks我的～



肚子餓了T.T

i'm thinking of post all the pictures...
But,i can't
i lack of time these few days
Exam+Exam...
I think i will post it one by one for each article~
So,i can often update my blog ^^

i think im getting fine soon..
i can even talk very silly like previous @.@
Maybe this is the power of law attraction...
you know,i just need everyone can understand me..
it is good enough

Everything is gonna be fine soon...
Good luck

You are always in my mind~
Kim Narae*


Thanks for the Photographer who took those nice photos for us...Kok wei^^

朋友一個一個的回國，有點的不舍得～
我有想起了我們一起讀書的日子～
Narae要回國了，她再也不會回來大馬了
最后的一個朋友就這樣離開我了
為什么我是來自大馬？
哈哈哈哈
如果我不是大馬人，或許我不會有這樣的心情
今天和narae拍了一些照片～
謝謝kokwei^^
再也沒有人和我一起投訴別人，再也沒有人陪我吃ice cream了～
see you in the future~

苦恼的日子

生活的烦恼一波接一波~
难道这就是人生的课堂？
为什么一定要有烦恼才能够让自己成长？
开心的过不能吗？
最近都很烦了，还来个大考~
我已经很烦了，别刺激我~
不要再让我感到伤心了。我想一个人静静过。

两个人靠到我很头痛了，我再也不为他们苦恼了。
好朋友，不要这样跟我说话好吗？
我的伤口还没康复的，我需要时间~
请别刺激我~
我要停止跟任何人在msn沟通了。
msn实在让我感到很恐怖了，我再也不爱它了。

就连跟猪先生聊天的时间也减少了，我需要时间来恢复我之前的心态
或许，我再也不是以前那个的我了。

很想哭，可是，为什么要这样折磨自己呢？
安心的去睡觉去不好吗？ 好吧！什么都不想了。


明天和我的甜心narae约会~
朋友一个一个地离开~我很想念你们每一个人~
就连narae也要走了~心痛~

对不起每个人，我心情实在复杂到我无法来形容我自己。
希望明天会更好。

KOK WEI ,IAMWEN and Esther~

Everything is gonna be fine~

well,happy birthday to my lovely Queenie~love you very much~

the girl who always understands me so well~Muacks

More photos for the dinner night at taylor will be uploaded soon^^

what a jolly nice dinner ~.~

This is what i saw just now from my senior's blog~
what a great poem i have ever seen~~~
Nah,taylor's~~~



POEM FOR MY COLLEGE.....
Taylor's School of Hospitality,
Full of people from many cities,
You can find emo, rich, lala and 'cc',
But most of them very 'lan ci'.

First i enter Taylors i got no kaki,
later i found someone likes to play tai ti,
here we can find a lot of kaki,
then i started don't want study,

That why we should blame Taylors school of hospitality,
Admin people very useless,
Ask for help they show faces,
Most of them are old with wrinkles,
Those young ones are full with pimples,
Ooi chee kok always say taylors got quality,
Instead everyone knows they are lousy,
Taylors motive just to earn money,
So that they can build more buildings.

If you want to find Job find Mr.Tan,
He is in career centre all the time,
likes to find fault with everyone,
Thats why his face like orang Utan,
The lecturers teach like bugs bunny,
No wonder they are so lousy,
And their faces looks so funny,
like Talos the Mummy,
Some lecturers are quite funny,
like Mr.Daniel and Mr Suhaimi,
They teach us all about F&B,
and they have very high salary,
all because Taylors clever to make money.

People thinks mr. Adrian is gay,
But he is totally straight,
He teaches moral everyday,
All his jokes can make us faint,but sometimes we think he's quite lame. =.='

People always say Taylors very good,
Student over there cook very nice food,
Student cook good is very true,
But lecturer cook taste like PUKE.

Taylors always no electricity,
Because everytime didn't pay bill,
All the students very angry,
Thats why basement got API!!..

Taylor's hostel is in mentari,
You can find tons of rubbish in the lift,
The facilities over there very lousy,
That's why student stay half year then lari!!.

Thats all the story about Taylors,
i'm going to complain to my mother,
she is going to sue taylors.

nah i'm juz joking.... to all bloggers!!...

最后一卷的DNP后尾篇~

因为要把这个胶卷给拍完，我很随便的拍了这几张~

你也爱上了胶卷吗？

更多照片会慢慢上传~~~^^

自己还蛮喜欢的FE2拍出来的效果
给你们看看这几张先~
你有没有这样的同感？SLR也能好过DSLR
i love film

Esther拍的，超级的喜欢~“你是时候找一架SLR咯！” ^.~